For some time now i have wanted to write blogs. In many ways i wanted to keep an online journal or diary. To me when i need to get it all out and try to get life more in focus, as has been my life when things get out of focus that do not just get out of focus, a s in a little blurry, hazy, or spotty, no, when things get out of focus it is like prolonged blindness, nearsighted and far sighted mangled up together. That is what out of focus means in my world getting things written down to me help to visualize what is going on.
If not another pair of eyes wander across what is written here, that will be fine, just fine, i know that i need this outlet, i need this freedom and i need this in order to shed thoughts so that new ones can have fresh space to develop, and when those thoughts have gotten plump for the pickings, i will pick them so the cycle continues.
It comes to be both a cause for confusion and reason for relief. In the course of about a year and five months, i noticed that the more i moved forward, the more i progressed the things that had weighed me down began to be lifted and that they really did not enter my thoughts any longer. The further away from the things that were causing me problems by way of recalling, the harder they were to bring back to my mind. But to the other side of that same erasing of the past, for me it was important to have new thoughts to look back on that bring me Happiness. As things go i know that i want to replace what is going out with things to Up build me. Cycle in cycle out. Replacing bad fruit, with the Decent Fruit.
Awake and Alert
Water,dust and dirt
Planted, Growing, Grows
Water Feeding, dripping, Springs to Flow
The Sunlight Feeds you, The Clouds they know
They know to gather, to shade and to shower!
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